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5:58 p.m. - 2007-11-19
arms that can hold me?
I am really single again...
Its probably hitting me more today because Ryan is nowhere near to run to...
I actually feel better with him out of the country.
maybe a clean break???

I don't know what I want at all right now..

This is the first night I have just spent alone in my apartment, and right now it feels pretty ok. There is laundry washing, my room is shaping up, I have three new albums on my ipod... This feels like me.

Can he destroy that again, or can I balance both...

Do i want to???

Erin,
Status and security goals need rethinking now, to take advantage of changing circumstances. Try to fall into the arms of someone who can support you. You have been going alone for too long and it is starting to wear you down. Working as a team will help you achieve what you are striving for.

The WeatherPixie

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