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2009-02-22 - silent
2008-03-06 - december is darkest, in june there is light
2008-02-13 - \"I didn't stand a chance, I didn't stand at all\"
2007-11-20 - Night Windows
2007-11-19 - arms that can hold me?
2007-11-15 - when I walk away, you walk towards me...
2007-11-14 - ... abandonment ...
2007-03-02 - Jeff Buckley Radio
2006-11-13 - You live... you learn
2006-10-07 - sorry for the inconvenience
2006-09-06 - I turned down the hot tub for this...
2006-06-05 - and you will know her by her trail of dead
2006-05-14 - Candy Says
2006-04-21 - \"I picture you in the sun...\"
2006-04-07 - \"The sun going down on me...\"
2006-03-20 - \"and what I gave you is yours to keep\"
2006-03-16 - \"It was strange to see you again...\"
2006-03-08 - \"Talk about everything I am doing wrong\"
2006-03-05 - hidden sparkles, hidden wings
2006-02-23 - \"I like cars more than telephones\"
2006-02-17 - \"I found a friend\"
2006-02-15 - \"whether or not you even show up...\"
2006-02-14 - here i am
2006-02-12 - ripple effect
2006-01-23 - alone in the dark
2006-01-22 - \"i drew a map of canada with your face sketched on it twice\"
2006-01-09 - \"use your hands for me\"
2006-01-04 - Clip show
2005-12-10 - breaking resolutions
2005-12-04 - \"it's stifling in here\"
2005-11-25 - \"plus i always wanted you\"
2005-11-08 - drink up baby
2005-10-28 - -
2005-10-23 - I need direction to perfection
2005-10-17 - touching souls
2005-10-11 - prairie skies
2005-09-27 - \"How can I say \"I love you\" after hearing you say \"I love you\".
2005-09-25 - Calendar Girl
2005-09-13 - So... what?
2005-09-11 - The Reflection
2005-09-08 - oh... he's real alright
2005-09-07 - mid nervous breakdown
2005-09-06 - under these vanilla skys
2005-09-05 - and.now.we.wait.
2005-08-30 - hello, goodbye
2005-08-16 - why
2005-08-13 - counting down
2005-08-03 - growing up means goodbye
2005-07-17 - \"'Cause tonight was all we had\"
2005-07-01 - restraint
2005-06-30 - ...in the depths of my heart.
2005-06-23 - \"and thats what you get for falling again...\"
2005-06-18 - ...aaaaand... rap
2005-06-06 - coming to terms
2005-05-28 - watcher
2005-05-09 - R-E-S-P-E-C-T
2005-04-27 - everything will work out fine
2005-04-22 - miscommunication = no communication
2005-04-11 - What if...
2005-03-31 - And it’s you that makes it hard to let go
2005-03-18 - \"Let the rain be your applause, every encore soothe your rage.\"
2005-03-12 - We are gathered here today...
2005-03-11 - Faulkland
2005-03-09 - pms strikes again
2005-03-05 - oh john mitchell, what a lovely building that has been named after you.
2005-02-27 - this is a story about \"my buddy\" ____
2005-02-09 - too many thoughts
2005-02-06 - the curse of mr. jones
2005-02-02 - \"My Bones are Tired, Daddy\"
2005-01-22 - \"and she knows how to cry in total silence\"
2005-01-21 - tears and chuckles
2005-01-17 - ... goodbye
2005-01-10 - Daylight Fading Come And Waste Another Year
2004-12-31 - new years resolutions
2004-12-25 - the year in review
2004-12-23 - xmas cookies, xmas cheer...
2004-12-07 - the sound of my heart breaking
2004-11-18 - regrets
2004-11-17 - ...not surprised
2004-11-16 - dates?
2004-11-10 - \"render me so isolated... so motivated\"
2004-11-01 - tread softly
2004-10-20 - snow, stars and him
2004-10-12 - \"You take up my time like a cheap magazine\"
2004-09-27 - adult decisions
2004-09-26 - burning out
2004-09-14 - Float On
2004-09-08 - so long sweet summer
2004-08-26 - \"someone to make me laugh, someone to be my better half\"
2004-08-19 - the list
2004-07-31 - \"I hate myself and I want to die\"
2004-07-24 - boy camp counslers
2004-07-21 - \"take notice, take interest, take me with you\"
2004-07-15 - i feel like putting a sign on my door that says \"STAY OUT\" if only i had a door
2004-06-27 - Life For Rent
2004-06-02 - alternate universes and paths unseen
2004-05-26 - Dead Beat Dads and Broken Hearts
2004-05-12 - Santa Fe
2004-05-05 - Don't Confess
2004-04-12 - irrationality is for losers...
2004-04-11 - hurting
2004-03-29 - drowsy feverish head colds make me hullicinate the end of the world, or at least my world
2004-03-02 - I am a magnet for spiteful people... and they really really know how to hurt me
2004-02-23 - sorry
2004-02-18 - cute cute cute infatuation
2004-02-17 - Happy Baby
2004-02-09 - senseless
2004-01-20 - stuck in the middle with you
2004-01-06 - I am thinking
2004-01-05 - lame-o
2003-12-29 - where were you when we were getting high
2003-12-21 - cupids arrows
2003-12-17 - rambling is easier than making sense of it all
2003-12-16 - aaaaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhh
2003-12-09 - I miss you robindel... oh yes i do
2003-12-04 - forgiving... or at least tonight
2003-11-19 - i am drawing the story
2003-11-13 - giddy
2003-11-09 - Falling
2003-10-28 - new broken wings
2003-10-23 - control control control
2003-10-19 - transfer of control, have I lost it or did I just gain it back?
2003-09-25 - god damn (catch phrase of the week)
2003-09-03 - crossing worlds... worlds crossing over
2003-08-28 - home sweet home... and trying to put the summer into words
2003-08-23 - leaving Montreal
2003-06-17 - goodbye
2003-05-22 - anchorless (how i wish i was)
2003-05-16 - are we all just passing through?
2003-05-14 - intuition
2003-04-26 - jaded
2003-04-02 - reminiscing
2003-03-31 - empowerment
2003-03-27 - working girl
2003-03-25 - Secret bear
2003-03-24 - ...
2003-03-17 - nervous energy
2003-03-14 - I'm actually laving on an adventure, I thought my day would never come
2003-03-10 - Wanting to be me again
2003-03-08 - Listless
2003-03-05 - FUCK FUCK FUCK
2003-03-04 - moving day, moving on, or stuck in limbo
2003-03-01 - a strange sadness washed over me (somewhere between the Yard and Flagon and home)
2003-02-25 - I spent hours looking for the song lyrics to discover that they were bookmarked all along.... am now too tired to write anything more intelligent
2003-02-19 - Negative negative vibes
2003-02-13 - mentoring myself
2003-01-26 - history = stress
2002-11-20 - holy I had more to rant about then I thought
2002-10-23 - more wonderfully insightful book reviews, with more yet to come
2002-10-20 - its been a long time
2002-09-10 - learning not to feel alone
2002-08-27 - american flags blowin in the wind
2002-08-20 - I felt so symbolic yesterday
2002-08-19 - counting crows to ease a bitter mind
2002-08-13 - I'm sure this entry is going to really freak Patrick out
2002-08-01 - The kennedys have invaded my mind
2002-07-29 - more book reviews
2002-07-16 - communism and the Kennedys
Wedneday, June 26, 2002 - Can people stay hurt forever?
2002-06-15 - who is real and where do I belong
2002-05-31 - funny things Andy says
2002-05-30 - book reviews and in laws
2002-05-29 - Under the srutiny of my peers, I prefer to ramble
2002-05-23 - Both Sides Now
2002-05-09 - BOB DYLAN! BOB DYLAN! BOB DYLAN! BOB DYLAN!
2002-05-09 - i love emo and Alison
2002-05-02 - Bite my tongue
2002-04-30 - friday five...
2002-04-22 - I'll tell you, in another life, when we both come back as cats!
2002-04-20 - tv and beer
2002-04-17 - romans, paranoa, and friends that still care
2002-04-13 - again with the Dawson's Creek
2002-04-12 - The Friday Five (Part II)
2002-04-09 - Spaceballs
2002-04-08 - The Friday Five
2002-04-06 - he wins again, as I lay sleeping
2002-04-04 - the end of the term blues
2002-03-28 - presents
2002-03-21 - an apology for those who deserve it (thank you Adam)
2002-03-20 - the reprucussions of blowing of steam
2002-03-14 - Bad Day (but not really)
2002-03-11 - people with bashed self esteems unite
2002-03-05 - projecting much?
2002-02-26 - Doesn't the olympics make every one motivational?
2002-02-21 - Sanity is overrated
2002-02-16 - maintaning dignity
2002-02-08 - finding old songs, and remebering old feelings
2002-01-27 - Getting more bitter by the hour
2002-01-23 - Defining my person
2002-01-17 - Dawson's Creek in University (heh, there in College now too)
2002-01-14 - won't you bury me beneath the smallest tree and post a sign that says he tried
2002-01-11 - Making Friends with Hitler
2002-01-07 - Missing Person
2002-01-03 - lousy poetry
2001-12-17 - to be 17 again
2001-12-12 - finding solace in enya
2001-12-03 - Jurassic Park
2001-11-29 - sad
2001-11-26 - I'll be at war for christmas
2001-11-19 - half truths in a world full of lies
2001-11-15 - Hitler and \"friends\"
2001-11-02 - when the world gets in your way
2001-10-28 - A long November
2001-10-24 - daylight fading
2001-10-17 - Velvet skin and blown glass eyes
2001-10-14 - -differences
2001-10-10 - IMAGINE
2001-10-05 - Rape
2001-09-29 - being bitter is over rated
2001-09-18 - love and desrtuction and feeling very strange
2001-08-20 - Pat Brady, the voice of CJVR
2001-08-13 - My second sask punk fest
2001-08-07 - Women's movement
2001-07-24 - pleasent days
2001-07-19 - content
2001-07-13 - 19 is too far away
2001-07-09 - Henry VIII
2001-05-22 - I hate being homesick
2001-05-12 - thanx
2001-05-04 - breaking up is hard to do
2001-04-19 - James (yes James from Junto)
2001-04-10 - surviving university... surviving change
2001-04-06 - boys suck
2001-03-22 - AFI
2001-03-18 - Ryan
2001-03-15 - fitting in
2001-02-27 - going home
2001-02-21 - grrrrrrrrrrrr
2001-02-14 - GRAD 2000
2001-02-02 - PC sucks
2001-01-30 - Sinclaire
2001-01-24 - peace
2001-01-21 - single life
2001-01-03 - failing
2000-12-24 - sandcastles
2000-12-17 - drunk
2000-12-13 - christmas
2000-12-06 - someone's dying
2000-11-17 - empty theatres
2000-11-10 - portmans
2000-10-29 - growing up
2000-10-14 - the end of junto
2000-08-21 - I met someone
2000-08-17 - decisions
2000-08-16 - Kirk
2000-08-09 - Jon
2000-07-10 - in the city
2000-06-21 - betrayal
2000-06-15 - grad blues
2000-06-14 - the ex
2000-05-31 - mom
2000-05-29 - graduation is looming on us
2000-05-28 - joycam

 

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